Unhell's damning

En el bosque

2010-05-26T09:45:00.001+02:00

Si grito en el bosque, me revuelvo, araño y golpeo, pero nadie me oye, nadie me ve sufrir, sangrar, si nadie se apena de mí, nadie me coge... ¿soy alguien?

Aquí no hay nadie. Menos mal.

Francis

2009-10-09T11:29:00.002+02:00

Adiós

2009-05-27T11:06:00.000+02:00

Down in a hole

2009-04-29T09:02:00.002+02:00

I'd like to fly... but my light has been so denied.

up

2009-04-20T12:33:00.001+02:00

Goin' up.
Together.
Because there's no other way.
Becuse i love u.

And nothing else matters.

Another

2009-04-02T11:52:00.000+02:00

keep on fuckin' everything

2009-04-01T16:59:00.001+02:00

Repentance & itchin'.

Nothing i don't deserve.

Again waitin'

2009-03-26T12:20:00.001+01:00

Wishin'

Hopin'

Lovin'

into the pit

2009-03-24T13:10:00.000+01:00

Waitin' for the pendulum.

To die... for her

Mistake

2009-03-16T10:06:00.001+01:00

Please forgive me.

If you can.

Iy you don't... at least stand by me.

tag

2008-12-23T17:16:00.001+01:00

tagging

Ol'fucking shit

2008-12-22T00:36:00.001+01:00

Sometimes something takes me away from myself... and acts like me.
The real problem is that, sometimes, there's no difference between he and i.
The question is... who is the one you know?

Like mushrooms

2008-10-21T16:40:00.002+02:00

Somethings grow up only in the dark places, beneath the shadows, dressed in wet. And when clouds fly away, and wind stops whistling, those poor, gently, dark things, feel like they had no sense, and in the same way the apeared, the fade away. Only the hope, for those who apreciatted them, of having picked them just in the moment they were... beautiful.

Like mushrooms.

Trust

2008-07-02T02:08:00.002+02:00

Fifteen days after...
The only thing I can do is... believe.
I don't want to look any other ways.
Because... because I know who's watin' ah the other side of the door.

By song

2008-06-15T23:43:00.002+02:00

Long, long time ago... i used to pour here my unexplained silly words.
Tonight... gonna have my self... expressed once again.

Because all i really want is to be with you.

Waitin', again

2008-05-25T15:25:00.002+02:00

To see if it's gonna be possible.
If it's gonna be true.
Wishing to believe.
Waitin', again.

Friday

2008-05-23T14:02:00.001+02:00

Friday night, and don't know what to do.
Concert, witn 1/2 NT.
Look for a plan: phoning friends.
Wait...
Friday night, and don't know how to do.

Sorrow

2008-05-21T17:32:00.000+02:00

What have I done?
Am I crazy?
Please, please.
What have I done?

Threat

2008-05-12T00:43:00.002+02:00

Tryin' not to forget the angry sentences thrown in the middle of the night, covered by the impossible happiness of 25 hours by you.
Tryin' to improve my last and nervous way of life.
Thinkin' about apartments, and how to take the short way home.
Future... por el rincón del ojo.

Dodge

2008-05-07T01:42:00.002+02:00

It was one of my tipycal chosen skills in my charactes of roleplaying games.
Now is the one i hate the most.
Beacuse te only way to deal me is to face my rude way of being.
And looking at me. If i'm not trying to solve... we're completely missed.
Beacuse the only one who could ever reach me, was the son of the preacher man.

Solving. Obviously.

What i want

2008-05-04T18:51:00.002+02:00

What I really want is to be loved. By you, if it's possible.
And i would prefer to run away from the pain of being always in the middle of nowhere.
What I really want is to be the official, real, known and famous partner of my partner.
I would like to be known by everyone.

I don't want to be a shadow anymore.
Because in spite of my rage i shine like a star in cage. And shadows do not do that.
Shine.

2008-04-21T01:20:00.002+02:00

That's what i deserve.
Not only "nothing's" or passing by reasons.
Tell me, in the words u prefer, just what's going on.
I'll understand. 'Cause i'm not as insensitive as i seem.
I can be told. Tell me.
'Cause i deserve more than... nothing.
Don't u think?

Video

2008-04-14T01:50:00.002+02:00

Video killed the radio star... but not when radio star is fairys' voice.
Nevertheless... the images are now the perfect salt in my salad...

;)

Now, things looking like... normality?

Do u wanna be my... girlfriend?

By me

2008-04-09T03:18:00.001+02:00

By web.
By mail.
By blog.
By text.
By phone.
By images.
By me.

Dancin'.

Once again

2008-04-07T00:16:00.002+02:00

Some things have no time, or times.
Just can be used, sung, felt, whenever you want.
And, as always, here i go again on my own...

I am the way, i am the light, i am the dark inside the night
i hear your hopes, and feel your dreams
and in the dark i hear your screams
don't turn away, just take my hand
and when make your final stand
i'll be right there, i'll never leave
all i ask of you is believe

All i ask of you is believe...

Patience

2008-03-31T00:42:00.002+02:00

That's what i need when things suddenly go wrong.
When i can't understand anything.
When all i have is... maybe. When sundays are always the worst days.
But, in the end, inspite of everything... i can hear you calling me in the air tonight.

And this is thriller, thriller night.

I love.

Knot

2008-03-26T01:21:00.001+01:00

Learnin' to tie.

Don't think bad. It's only to improve my puttin' shoes technique.

Bah, actually, think as bad as u want.

With u

2008-03-25T01:27:00.003+01:00

Spend all your time waitin'
for this second chance...

and now i'm here as u are here
and we are all together

and as here i am,
and as here i go again on my own...
and as this is the world we created...
love like a hurricane.

Ok... let's get love!

100 Fahrenheit

2008-03-11T13:42:00.002+01:00

No way to think, neither work.
Nothing to do, but laying...
It's not the way I like the most.
You know my name.

The game

2008-03-07T00:55:00.001+01:00

Open up your mind and let me step inside
Rest your weary head and let your heart decide
It's so easy when you know the rules
It's so easy all you have to do
Is fall in love
Play the game
Everybody play the game of love

That's it. Only one call, and flyin' again.
It's so easy... I'm so easy... at last.

Tanted

2008-03-05T23:35:00.003+01:00

It's like hitting the fence with an iron stick, to awake the sleepin' beast. To let it smell the blood out of your veins.

There's no sense in beeing panicked when the beast does his natural work. Tearing the last pieces of humanity apart.
The arise of the beast. The best of the beast. Is an incredible Iron Maiden album.
Eddie... i miss u. I don't miss the beast... i'm Ventrue. We don't do that kind of things. Till we do it. Pieterzoon, my friend.

Not now

2008-02-27T16:18:00.003+01:00

When everything starts to seem like normal.

When at last i can breath out of the doubt, no hesitates.

When the storm came for the last time so long ago.

Then, the wave comes again. And bring me back to the fear.

I'd like to fly, but my wings have been so denied...

Don't leave me now.

Down in a hole, actually.

Wicked game

2008-02-25T14:03:00.002+01:00

Baby did a bad bad thing
And then she comes, in a flower dress, and takes his eyes all over her.
Both of them, one beside the oher, in a backseat of a car too small for so much heart.
And after hours of tricks... she plays the "cobra" game. Twice.

My friend, if she is that way, she doesn't deserve you.
Fuck 'em all.

And so it is

2008-02-11T11:06:00.000+01:00

Here i am.
Love me like a hurricane.
Appearin' in the left wing... of everything.

When you say nothing

2008-02-04T19:06:00.003+01:00

When the reason is you.
Not me.
Tryin' little tenderness.
How i wish you were there.
We are.
We belong.
And nothing else matters.

Being by songs, being a medley, once again.

Little Red Riding Hood

2008-01-29T00:59:00.000+01:00

There she comes... Up to my dreams.
Not the stockings, not the heels, not the legs, not her eyes...
Oh, sorry.
Her eyes, of course her eyes. Lookin' at me.

Leaving the bat for a moment... into a wolf...

The cookin' wolf... To smell you the better...

Xpress by medley

2008-01-28T01:22:00.000+01:00

Living on the edge.
Everything's right. Quiet. Happy. As in a dream.
And suddenly, with no reason, the shit remains the same, and that old song gets back to my ears. Bringing back fears, tears... under a black pair of wings that doesn't belong to me.
Shaking the world i'm building for her every day. Taking her down in a hole. And then, after the storm, i have to put, again, all the stones, my handmade stones, in their place. I have to keep on holding her hand.
And keep trying to live without thinkin it could happen again.

Actually... it doesn't mind at all. I do know i'm gonna be there, it's going to stop in a day not so far away, and i'm showing more patience than expected. I can deal with this. Because she loves me. And nothing else matters.

Godess

2008-01-27T06:59:00.001+01:00

Now god has taken a woman's body, a tennis raquet and an incredible body and won AUS Open.
All of you know that i'm not use to talk about this kind of things but... i think it deserves...

Only one woman, in my opinion, is more perfect than the russian one. She doesn't play tennis. She plays another sport with a bloody and extrange ball: fallen angel heart. Fallen stars allowed. For sure.

Je

2008-01-22T02:55:00.000+01:00

Je je.
Now i appear in the movin' place...
Now you'll read me more...
Now i have to tell you often...
Now this is what i really wanted, when i started.
Started?
Stardust.

Teeth

2008-01-20T14:11:00.000+01:00

¿Where are my teeht?
No teeth, no bite.
Maybe, it's a great deal.
For you.

Black

2008-01-19T13:12:00.000+01:00

Everything's black now.

My name is Billy, it's my birthday you' reinvited to my party down the world.

Decisiones equivocadas

2008-01-18T14:08:00.000+01:00

Se toman.
Sin posología.
Sin descripción médica.
Y claro, andan hasta arriba de efectos secundarios.

Cambio de papeles

2008-01-10T13:11:00.000+01:00

Cuando el otro blog parece éste.
Cuando éste anda en su cadencia habitual.
Que no se entienda.
Misivas personalizadas.

-> Te quiero
-> Madura
-> Aprende

Ello.

No llorar

2007-12-30T19:37:00.001+01:00

Poner buena voz. Decir no pasa nada. No llorar, porque sólo los niños pequeños lloran de rabia. De impotencia.

Una nueva medicina

2007-12-26T12:32:00.000+01:00

Indicaciones:
Estados de infelicidad e insatisfacción.
Posología:
No hay dosis máxima. Nuestros especialistas recomiendan un consumo responsable: goteo intravenoso.
Interacciones:
Mejor no mezclar. No sería justo para los demás medicamentos.
Contraindicaciones:
Causa adicción a la primera toma (nadie es perfecto...)

Para la Navidad

2007-12-24T20:37:00.000+01:00

No para la Constitución, no para Reyes. Para Navidad. Así tengo todas las vacaciones para jugar con mi ave del paraíso.

Hook

2007-11-30T01:31:00.000+01:00

Se sabía que el cocodrilo venía
Porque en su barriga.. TIC-TAC!!
Las manillas del reloj
Girando seguían

A ver si va a ser que me estoy mintiendo.
Tic.tac. A gotas se me acaba la paciencia.
¿Alguien sabe dónde venden?
Menos mal que según se hizo otoño, mis amigos por mi cumple me regalaron dos sacos de 15 arrobas.
Y gota a gota... igual me llega para el siguiente San Jenaro.
Por reyes te quiero a ti. Pero te prefiero para la Constitución, para tener todo diciembre para jugar con los juguetes.

Waitin'

2007-11-20T18:20:00.000+01:00

Waitin'... watchin' the clock
it's... 18:20,
it's got to stop
tell him, want no more she practices her's speech...

And i'm at the other side of the phone... waitin', watchin' the clock.

Caídas

2007-11-06T22:54:00.000+01:00

Sí, pero de ojos.
Siempre a lo mismo. Y Kikito con ganas de pintar unos tacones rojos...

And there's always somethin'... in the air, tonight, everynight.

Qué bueno que es el cabrón...

Whitesnake

2007-10-15T00:17:00.000+02:00

Que se cantan unos temas...

Como por ejemplo...

Cortas

2007-10-04T23:31:00.000+02:00

Corta las palabras, que son mejores cortas.
Me gusta.
La guadaña del Segador cortaba las frases. Yo corto las miradas.
Con palabras cortas, que son mejores, porque son cortas.
Aunque no corten.

A tout le monde

2007-09-30T22:03:00.001+02:00

A tout le monde
A touts mes amics
Paspartou
Monsieur
Caldó

SMS

2007-09-24T16:36:00.001+02:00

Que vienen, que van. Como un vals.

Sergio dixit

2007-09-20T01:25:00.000+02:00

Dios....
Unhell...
Ellas.

Sergio, que lo entiende.
Los demás, lo siento, no es nada en contra de nadie. Sólo bromas privadas.

Cobardes

2007-09-19T16:08:00.000+02:00

Putos anónimos cobardes que buscan con la ofensa la atención que, desde luego, no merecen.
Tirar la piedra, esconder la mano... Estos chicos...

Acróstico

2007-09-11T18:56:00.001+02:00

Cáustico.

Vaya verso de mierda con tanta consonante. Y con tanta M.

MTSAGLMRPBMMMLAVSMKM

Ni a números romanos llega.

Lo dicho.

It's a nice to... start again...

Tú sabrás

2007-09-10T15:35:00.000+02:00

The eternal flame.

¿Arderá o no arderá Troya?

Sigo teniendo las antorchas...

Lookin' forward

2007-09-09T13:18:00.000+02:00

Only ideas.
Nothing safe (que es un disco de AiC).

Keep on playin', till the end of the game.

Obviously... the show must go on.

Mierda de palabras

2007-09-02T23:57:00.000+02:00

Mierda de palabras que controlo que se esconden que me miran. Que se explican que me explican que dicen que no es verdad que mientan que luego dirán que dirán. Que quiero que digas que quieres que quiera que digas que quieres que quiera.
Mierda de palabras.

I swear

2007-09-02T13:57:00.000+02:00

I recognice...

Hearts and thoughts they fade... fade away.

Un correo

2007-09-01T13:45:00.000+02:00

Que me llega y me empaña el medio día.

Gracias. Un motivo más. Give me more gasoline.

Subversivo

2007-08-27T04:14:00.000+02:00

Hold me, thrill me, kiss me, kill me (U2)

Here we go (Jane's Addiction)

In the navy (The Village People)

Tonight

2007-08-26T13:40:00.000+02:00

But here you are
And what was just a
world is a star
Tonight

Good night, good night
Sleep well and when you dream
Dream of me
Tonight

(West Side Story - Tony and Maria - Tonight)

Y tú

2007-08-23T06:15:00.000+02:00

Yo ahí.
Yo también.
Teniendo cuidado, tú.
Yo lo dejo. Y me siento mejor, por fin.
Decide, o algo. Pero en 2005... lo mismo, igual ahínco.
Pues haber elegido o algo.
Elegí sms.

Histeris

2007-08-20T17:11:00.001+02:00

Sin parar. De pensar. En todo.
Mirándolo... todo.
Nota mental: no volver a quedarme solo.

Welcome to the jungle

2007-08-20T16:46:00.001+02:00

Slash played. Axl dixit.